The only option is forward
As a young girl and up through my teens I'd have thoughts about relationships, marriage, and kids, sure. Like many other teenagers I wanted to test the waters. The idea of being loved always inspired me to dream like a little girl but my dreams involved more nature, driving, sight seeing, sex, drugs, music, and so on. Rather than buying a house with a white fence and starting a family I wasn't easy to be with so I spent a lot of my time doing things on my own. Many people struggle immensely with even just the idea of being alone. It's important never to fill the void but to be your own void. I know for me it's the hardest thing in the world to be a good mom when your heart is breaking and I feel like that holds true for a majority of people in this world. A lot of men grow up and want to feel like men. They have an innate desire to provide and protect so I believe it's safe to say that they seek out prospects that help them fill those needs just the same as