It's a DuBarr Thing

 Have you ever been put in the situation where you are being forced out of your comfort zone to take a stand?  Have you ever known someone who does nice things for you but only when the outcome benefits them? Has anyone ever asked you do something that could potentially cause you severe set backs in the future?   I overthink things and I dwell on them at times for way too long.  There's someone I know that lives a reckless lifestyle and every time I encounter her she makes my life chaotic.  I've distanced myself from her because I really don't need the stress or pressure.  People will act shady in front of you towards someone else then they'll try to do the same things to you, not realizing that it's noticeable. I've been conned into doing things before many times and it's gotten me where?  I'm not looking to live that irresponsible and immature life anymore.  I never wanted to it's just my choices influenced my destinations even if in those ...

 Some people will drive you to your death but then mourn when you're gone.. what a strange world we live in.. ass backwards 

 Being a parent when your heart is hurting makes it the hardest job.  Today I stopped dead in my tracks and thought about how lonely I am.  I've been longing for companionship.  The complete lack of intimacy causes irritability and frustration.  I'm short tempered.  It's hard to live out every day without feeling love or passion.  I don't feel his touch or his love anymore.  It pisses me off because he doesn't understand how it effects me every moment I have to go without a universal human need.  The need for touch is exceeding the threshold in my brain.  Each and every day I get up and cater to my kids.  There is never a day that I can just live.  It feels like there's never anyone to pick me up when I fall.  It might make me stronger and more educated as I get older though in time lonely lives fade off into the sunset.  If we don't use it we lose it.  It's only 9:11 a.m. and it's been a rough morning.  I'd...