Tough Times
It's been quite some time since I've been able to sit and actually express the way I've been feeling lately and how it's impacted my ability to move along. Decisions are my biggest challenge. Half the time I feel like I don't know where I'm going or when. I'll sit around all damn day before I get up and start getting anything done. The symptoms of whatever it is I'm experiencing are so much worse when my children are around. They really don't know and I don't expect them to know the type of chaos that presents itself in my mind. My daughter will stand next to me and relentlessly ask me the same thing again and again. She doesn't take being told no very well. She's very persistent and she tries the "whoa is me" whining, which in turn only pisses me off. For instance she will say "well I was going to ask you but I know you'll just say no" or "fine, if you don't let me then I'm going to run in the...